Why do I play this game? Because im an addict.
I first saw this game after beta at a friends house and at the time there was no way in hell i was gonna pay $15 a month to play a damn game! The next time i saw it was when my mom and step dad (mmo lovers themselves) told me they had found a free server list and had made some "acquaintances" in game that were about to put their own server up.. so I thought what the hell? its free.. and i can stop buying console games that i beat down in under a week for, at the time, $35 to $50 each.
Thats when my first character was born, an undead rogue. I played the hell out the game whenever i could, problem was there were only like 15 people on the server at different times so raiding and dungeons were out of the question.. so I quested... and i quested.. and i got my poisons.. and i quested. Finally after we all had gotten close and were learning about the first 50 levels or so, the numb-nuts that ran the server decided to upgrade the database incorrectly and it all was gone, everything i had worked for blinked out.. He gave us all the ability to create "gm" toons at more than top level and .die our way back to where we were, but it wasnt the same anymore and it was too easy.. so I took a break.
The burning crusade came along shortly after an e-mail from a friend on that free server told me they had been playing bliz servers and I should come to echo isles and look em up. I spent a good deal of time questing and trying to catch up to them with my warlock, I had always played mele in games like this and never a caster and I remember how the warlock bio struck me as my "in game personality" take no prisoners.. spread pain and despair.. i was like oh ya bring that shit on! So i got into their guild and leveled as hard as i could with no real help or tutoring but the couple friends that would quest with me occasionally. Eventually i caught up in level but missed out on everything that was raid and dungeon related and hardly knew my toon but for my questing. And as attitudes in that guild and at home began to boil I found myself being able to play less and less so I took a break again..
After a rather bitter divorce and a pile of debt being shoved my way, I found myself with a lot of time on my hands again. Thats when I heard about wrath.. the preview looked killer and I remembered that i had this toon that I really loved playing. When I couldn't be with my little buddy (i met the ex when he was 8 months old and became his dad) I needed something to pass the time, inexpensively so $15 a month started to sound pretty good as opposed to, partying, traveling alone, or going to titty bars and as much as we all love titties its gets spendy REAL fast. So i bought wrath and started up again.. with a name change and re-style I was a fresh face, and after not to long got an invite to a fresh guild that i learned alot from, and then not too long later this casual elite raiding guild. Hence my addiction. In this alternative to reality that I spend so much time in I get to be a hero, I get to travel the world and have adventures, I get to face challenging content with a gnarly group of people, that ive gotten angry with, frustrated with, cheered with and shared accomplishment with. When I get shit at work and get pissed at the corporation, I can come here and be greeted warmly from the crew that I am continually proud to be a part of. I can look back over my accomplishments, achievments and it makes me smile. I think back to how much of a greasy noob i was and the people who helped me get to where I am, and the people who started out asking me a question from trade chat as a level 30 and who still wave as they pass at level 80 with decked out raid or pvp gear.
I am addicted my friends, and I dont see that changing any time soon, this is where i pass my time. My situation might change slightly as i eventually get out from under my debt, get my own place again and start down the road to being the dirty old man ive always wanted to be. But this is my happy place.. and goddamn it I like it here
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when you dance with the fireshiv, the fireshiv dont change.. the fireshiv changes you